Can you see the people? |
So I just returned from an Amazing
trip to Guatemala, where I was privileged to serve the beautiful people who
live in the dump of Guatemala City. One of the best parts, and there are many
best parts, was getting to share the experience with my baby sister Ashley.
Overlooking a portion of the dump |
My eyes were opened
to intense
poverty and crazy meager living circumstances. My heart was opened to the power
of love that can take down barriers of all kinds and bring hope and restoration
to those who are desperately in need.

Yep...they sent girls! |
I worked with sister and an amazing
team to give eye glasses to those in need so they could work with their hands
or read if they knew how. Their gratitude was overwhelming at such a simple
thing. After receiving their glasses we prayed with them if they wanted and my heart was touched
by their simple desires to just want to stay alive, or go to school, to have their husbands come home, to stay out of the gangsand for their family members to be healthy.
We got to build a “house” of
basically 4x4ish (kinda) posts and corrugated steel, which was basically tin
foil on crack. Blessedly, this community within the last month had had concrete
poured for sidewalks and in their homes. It did make it tricky to dig holes
thru though, but we got it done. In the process
of digging those holes we built something even better…a relationship
with the macho Guatemalan builder man who basically looked at us and said, “you
brought me women?! Are the men coming back?” It was a Great day in so many ways
and I love my new builder friend.

Our handsome Guatemalan boys |
Some of our group taught English camps,
we handed out food, put on a women’s conference, played soccer on the concrete
playground with the kids, took 65 kids whose parents are gang members to an
amusement park and more. Our goal was to let these sweet people know they are
loved and to give them some dignity, even if only for a day and pray they could
feel it deep enough to carry it forward with them and take it into their
families and community.
One of my special moments was sitting
in the women’s conference with my sister. We had just come from a former gang
members house and heard his humbling and touching story and were excited to now
be with these women, many of who prostitute themselves out to the dump truck
drivers so they can get the best picks of the garbage from the trucks.
Women's Conference |
We stood in the back of the room and
listened as they praised and worshipped through song with our new friends Jerry
and Freddy. Not knowing Spanish, I couldn’t understand a thing they were
saying, yet I felt it to my core and quickly found my eyes and nose watering
and had to literally control myself from full on sobbing. I leaned over and asked
our wonderful interpreter Gabby what
they were singing. As she spoke… I knew what I was feeling. In song I felt the words “You are strong,” “You
are Powerful,” “You are Invincible,” “There’s
No one like You!” “I raise my hands even
when I don’t have strength, even when I have many problems. I raise my hands when I feel You come into my
life; I start to feel Your fire inside me.
All problems go away and You give me new strength. Everything is
possible when I raise my hands to You!”
Holy Cow…no wonder I felt such power and conviction to my core! These women have near to nothing and yet they
have everything and they sang it in a way I will never forget.
Tita |
I think one of the most profound things
I heard while I was gone was a statement from an amazing lady named Tita. Her
life’s experiences would make most of us take cover and hide in fear, yet she
has risen from them and does wonderful things to bring hope, love and
opportunity to the people in La Limonada who are in the gangs. While speaking to
us one night she said this, “It’s not the poverty that is the problem, it’s the
persecution.” Whoa! I was struck by those words and the truth they rang in my
ears.
As I am home and now sitting down for
the 10th time to write this blog, I am constantly reflecting on my
trip and how it touched and changed my life. I am also pondering how to bring
it back home and I think it looks something like this.
We may not live in little tin houses,
make our living from the dumps or have to do desperate things in order to just
survive or wonder where our next meal is coming from or if we can feed our
kids. Yes, we all have tough moments where these thoughts may come to mind, I
acknowledge this, but hopefully not like I saw.
However, we still have our “stuff” that makes us feel different,
unwanted, unloved, unworthy and disconnected.
The question to ask is, “Am I persecuting
or helping to prosper?” Are you assisting
to help restore dignity to yourself and others and improve self-love? Do you love yourself enough to really assist
another or are you helping/persecuting others in order to make myself look and
feel better?
You don’t have to go to another
country to find people who could use assistance, although I would recommend it.
Look inside your homes, families, neighborhoods and church groups. Look inside yourself! We need each other right here, right now. So
many are looking for acceptance and love…just the way they are. Just the way
you are. Stop persecuting others…and
yourself. Be kind to others…and
yourself.
So, whether you are poor, rich,
overweight, unhealthy, live in a tin house or a mansion, white or colored, gay
or straight, full ability or different ability, got all your marbles or not
playin with a full deck, or whatever your “thing” is…know you are Not alone. You
may feel like you are flying solo but you are never alone. You are cared for
and loved. There are places and tools to
assist you in regaining self-love and feeling connection. Personally, I believe
God made you and me and He don’t make no junk!
Sharing our left over food! |
Now, how to wrap up as there is so
much to say? I guess by saying thank you
God and thank you Guatemala for the reminder that people are beautiful no
matter their situation or circumstances and that we have the same stuff right
here at home just in a different shell. Be Kind! Prosper! Be understanding! Know
you are loved! You Are Not Your Stuff! Remember we don’t have all the answers! Most
of all…Love…it breaks down walls, inside and outside of us!
Oh, and thanks Ashley for sharing this
amazing journey with me!
Until Next Time…Go BE Great!
Jennifer Saunders
B.S., Ace Certified Personal Trainer,
Reiki Energy, Life coach, ButtinGear
Lover of Life!