I pick river float. Not so much because of the float itself but for a particular moment in our second run that made an impact on me personally. It was a cool morning and we started our first run about a chilly 10:00am. It didn't take long before I could no longer feel my right leg, which was hanging over the side into the water. This numbness did hinder my desire, a little bit, to get any of myself further into the water. Yes, I knew I was going to get wet anyway I just wasn't going to hurl myself into the chilly blueness. It mighta been greenish.
None-the-less, we made a fun and successful first run, only having one water fight with another boat of strangers and without capsizing or overturning our own boat and everyone getting wet while staying within the confines of the boat. Success - especially for the newbies who had never floated and for the one who was scared of water and had courage to sit in the middle of the boat and trust the rest of us.
Second float down included full bellies thanks to subway, a little warmer temperatures accompanied with a pretty good breeze, and change up of the guide and come of the crew. Same river, new adventure.
A few rapids later we realized a change up was needed in the positioning of the crew in order to keep us upright for the bigger rapids ahead. Move big strong men to middle of the boat cause they weren't rowing and switch with little yet powerful women who had a little more experience in the paddling department. Our mission was to still keep that brave person in the middle of the boat...in the middle of the boat and not in the river while cresting as many rapids as we could hit safely.
After a second successful trip through Kahuna, with my child on the front end of the boat this time I might add, we pulled over at Lunch Counter to take in the scenery. Or so I thought! No, it was then spoken that we should jump off the ledge into the rapids. What?! So I took my hat off and followed two crazy souls up to the jumping spot. Before I got there the instigator and already jumped! The next guy jumped and I watched him...and waited for him to surface. And waited. And waited! It seemed like forever. Now it was my turn and the pressure was on.

After reassuring myself that my friend had done it and it was "safe" and taking a moment to actually listen to Me...I just ran off the edge and took the plunge. Reminding myself to take a big breath and not fight the water and allow Flow to happen, which would swirl me back towards the boat. I hit the water, held my breath, and let myself go. Amazingly, I surfaced quickly and gave a champions holler and was happy I took the chance because it wasn't half as bad as I had imagined it to be.
We all hit those places in life where we stop doing the adventurous things and stop taking chances and stuck in the ruts and fears of life. We create a huge story in our heads of the failure that awaits us and how awful it will be what will others think of us. I am in that place in my life and am happy for the chance to stand on the ledge and have a reality check. Are you there as well? What will be your choice? Stand on the ledge...forever...letting fear keep you from the amazing things that await you, OR...Jump?

If nutrition and exercise happen to be your ledge, come visit us at Mountain View's Health and Fitness Academy. We have a trainer to fit your needs and assist you through your fear or push you, I mean coax you, to move forward into the flow grab onto your greatness. If sitting in the middle of the boat is where your at, we celebrate you for having the courage to trust us as your guides while building your confidence to take leaps. We welcome you right where you are at!
Until Next Time...
Go BE Great!
Jennifer Saunders
BS -SLP
ACE Certified Personal Trainer
ButtinGear
Life Untethered -Intuitive Life Coach